You all know I have a policy about not faking the funk on this blog and all I can say about today is, "Damn." For the past four years I have struggled with anxiety attacks and today I had one that debilitated me. The best way to describe it is feeling like an elephant sitting on your chest. All day. I feel so anxious that I get stuck in one place and can't move. It's debilitating. I thought by doing my daughter's hair and taking an Ativan it would blow over. But it didn't. I retreated to my little hole known as my bed and just stayed there until I realized I needed to make dinner. Hopefully it will subside by the morning because I have a job to do and need to do it well.