I am studying for my CCNA cert and it seems like I am picking up on the material really well, I forgot for a minute how smart I am. Every time I feel like slacking, I close my eyes and think of me living the life I want. My children are happy and we aren't worried about money, full refrigerators and the finest of everything. There is no success without sacrifice.
Working out is my new hobby. I ran last week and around the .25 mile make something happened: Bone Crusher's "Never Scared" came on and I just started kicking ass. I picked up the pace and I just felt my chest open up. All the frustrationf the last 4 years just floated away. I ran from everything that tried to hurt me: Rev dumping me, that adulterous relationship, my hell of a marriage, all my insecurities. It felt soooooo good. Better than my very first orgasm. Since that day I have been on mission trying to catch that feeling. Running has also been a great outlet to relieve my anxiety. I am loving this new addition in my life.
I have so much to do this upcoming week. I have school plays, workouts and a trip to pack for. Here's to a kickass next week! xoxoxo